Ya Allah, please help me

Ya Allah, i am in despair. Please help me. I lost the energy and drive to go on. I feel so lonely Ya Rabb. 

Please help me. I miss Hujan so much. I wish I could be with him. But I know Ya Allah, your qada and qadar is the best for me. 

Help me Ya Allah, You are the all Mighty. 

For the light in your eyes Araa.

"I love you from far away. I pray to Allah SWT that our path will be together in this world until the paradise."

This is the word I would like to whisper to you, my beloved. 

Hai, 😌. Day dreaming.